The Florida trip was not really a vacation, but i went up there to help my cousin move down to Oboro :). When we first arrived we went to go eat at CiCi's Pizza, which was really good, then we went back to Britt's house and I showed her how to play ERS (Egyptian rat slap, cool card game). it was actually nice to get some time with her. The next morning I helped her pack she went around saying good bye to everybody and it was really hard for Britt to do, but she got through it. With tears still running down our faces, we stopped by Our Pawpa's grave. we had laid a type of stone bench that read " if tears could build a stair way I would walk right up to heaven and bring you back down here again" something like that I can't really remember. I got to thinking and I disagreed.. as much as i would like to see him again, I would not want to bring him back to this world. He is in God's hands now. He has no more pain, no more worries. His lungs are clear and healthy, no more chemo therapy or radiation. Why would I take him away from that?!? From God's arms. That would be selfish too bring him back to this cruel world so I could see him again. I know he is safe in heaven. :) I will just have to wait. anywho just food for thought. don't mean to down the quote, just depends on the viewpoint.
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